not recommended reading🚫
i have 3 times told the living they are dying
why is there so much fear here? contamination
by the stench? smell that smell? or is it witness protection?
i mean cancer isn’t smallpox or is it? Tolstoy writes
of the lie in Ivan Ilyich no one will tell the dying man that
he is dying but when u do they let go u know
probably u do not
but i do and i do not consider the skill hero hell no
it came to me unbidden unloved unkempt too death
the primal exit of sacred substances ain’t pretty
blood fecal ruach et al.
(unless they vacuum them post-haste)
that skill just showed up like the pox or the plague or God
u know when God shows up it usually spells trouble like old
Kronos eating his kids do mother Gods eat their kids too?
Cancer ridden Ivan Ilyich to his doctor:
won’t you ever be ashamed of your lying? but
the cheerful doctor does not wish to understand
such a question.. (The Death of Ivan Ilyich Leo Tolstoy 1886)
Spring 2021 ..gestation your 1st tentacle.. lying doctors your last..