66 bottles of pills on the wall

long gone are the days when you’d toss birth control pills
into a bag +take off eh they were in a dial-like contraption
my 1st boyfriend paid for them a 16 yr old sex worker??
arriving at the aeropuerto the 20 something security guy
would pull them out of your purse while leering at your
youth scented privates smells like yeastylust
now fast forward to present some 60 yrs later many
body parts no longer work megaruin spreading flatuland
+crepey
you swallow so many pills a day it renders Valley Of The Dolls
child’s play where now Jackie Suzanne? in repose/decompose
you say? Jackie the Queen of ambidextrous autoeroticism
a sister-in-law had merely mentioned: wiping yourself when you pee
fuck me ! once on a whim birth control firmly in hand i flew to Ipanema
where i glittered briefly
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Summer 2023 ..now huddled in my motel room sucking on a ventolin inhaler.. woe

