songanddancegirl

what would bobby mcgee do? (WWBMD)

i floated in some dark limbo of the mind,

shrunken and foetal, withdrawn into the

basic spore of myself.                       (Al Purdy)

then the door

the clankedshut  door

clanked open

real creaky+a bit creepy   too

i always wondered what i would do if the

cage door fell away   u too?  so what will

u do with your lastchance at resurrection?

what did jesus do? (WDJD)  he returned +

became a rabbit induced holiday  upon which

i was born

WAIT!

is that freakin Nova Scotia?!  i see a schooner

+a sailor  my life passes before me in a fugue

of whales  chowders  +seafaring men  some are

quite muscled

have i died +gone to heaven?  or is this a mirage?

u know  like when yer parched  +dying in the desert

what’s the difference?  as poor tom petty intoned

on his deathcouch  stoned+alone

my friend paolo assures me that they have jews +

homosexuals there   a deal sealer for me  and the

door she’s been open now for 2 mins 36 secs  i have

not moved  have u?

but hey

if +when  your mouth feels gritty

that’s my

dust

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Winter 2021   freedom seeking is not for sissies wimpies

jesus was a jesusfreak

my 1st husband had a styptic pencil  +phylacteries

my 2nd a jagged cross made from nails  +red in his

viking beard   #1 a jew  #2 a jubu  his father George

considered him buddhist  i see thru the Jesus to his

inner ju  jew

the bu refers to his spaced-out hippie aspect  perfect for

the apocalypse we are finding   as in:  Covid who?

good with a quip  +circumcised  (tmi?!)  but what i realize

more+more with age  is that: #1 + #2  are a continuation

a christly bromance  of ape

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Winter 2021

i have max baer’s thighs

and this is my max baer moment  yours too  if you u want it

aren’t we all max right now?  fighting that schmeling of a virus          (clunk?)

baer is rated #22 on the list of: 100 greatest punchers of all time

i aspire to that list  as i list about in these ronatimes  like a drunken

sailor  popeye needs rehab  +my old coviddodger mum  happens to

have popeye elbow  but not a full beard

she who is finding it difficult to give up    on being alive   my mother

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winter from hell   2021

the real deal

wrote my fave satirist  George W. Saunders  of

Booker prize fame  and he wrote back!  husband

concerned his trippy wisdom would steal my heart

but my heart is firmly with le bron  +i have clearance

George remains my muse  along with Cormac  in his

response to my worshipful missive  George intoned:

what is apparently real + what is real are not necessarily the same

TRIPPY!

( don’t forget he’s a satirist  right!)

So here is my list of what is apparently real:

birth

death

love

time

space

God

neurons

atoms

husband

+what is real real:

dinosaurs

taxes

basketball

fidelity is  apparently real

ok gotta go!

zoom date with Trae Young

in five

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Winter 2021