chopper’s on the way and i have a nice piece of land in the everglades for sale 🐊🐊
..tell me what it is you plan to do with your
wild and precious life suffering?
(Mary Oliver & AAC The Summer Day 1990)
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my wild+precious suffering i was/am crushed by his cancer apocalypse
by theirs who will navigate who will walk beside them? thru the
labyrinth of hospitals of charnel houses thru the shock cutting pain
I.V.’s shock urine pans tubes blood +gifted funereal flowers i will
where you are just
a number
with a tag on your
dirty big toe
i will

my hospital visits all vigil+alchemy trying to wrest you back from the
Gods the price i pay is élan vital this of course is not replenishable
like the liver of Prometheus holy saviour-comlexus + repetition-compulsion!

where the fuck is Hercules
when u need him?
where the chopper?
i once brought a giant
suitcase to Big Bro’s
hospice
in Florida
but they had a
take no prisoners policy

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Fall 2026 ..sometimes saviour complexes..are really complex..


