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Archive for the day “July 21, 2023”

does the MQ9 Reaper Drone have my name on it?

of course it does  without a target on my head

it will find my fontanelle-depression  that’s where

the tectonic brainplates  gap out

 

a girl in grade 3  Rita G.  had an inexplicably softhead

section  upon awakening one morning  we all touched

the spot  furtively  some boys hands  dropped down

 

i wish i could forget much of what i remember  (Rita! really?)

forgetting must be just as important for survival  as remembering

my 98 yr old  just dead mum  forgot a lot

 

brisket

my father

lost children

 

but she  never  forgot  every nuance of my  age-ravaged face

ape  why don’t you dye your hair blonde like the girls on CNN?

you’re too young to be grey  (!)

 

as i walked her to her grave  we held hands  both our heads

the exact same shade of silver   (Pantone colour of 2023)

i want to remember those final years together

 

our best + our worst   when i became her jailer   and she

remained  my freespirited sprite-child   barely made  for

these saltmines

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Summer 2023  ..i liked having parents better..

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