so limitless and free you are?
how fatefucked are you?
how fatefucked was your mother?
fatefucked: when you believe your past ie.,
history family heredity debauchery chérie
are your TRUTHS
when your identity is your mother’s identity
your father’s your ancestor’s some of it is of course
you trajectoried from those shores
now jettison+spent on a new shore of creakyjoints+jukejoints
+ a sucking lethargy i want sex+candy boots crocheted pins
money a curated soul-hellhole
what you always feared the most unbeknownst was your freedom
+now that it’s here you lay around in jewelled buttons bows and
a crowsfeet smirk
freedom cannot hold a candle to Mrs. Death
the greatest of mysteries now with your mother’s face
now your father’s et al. so fuckfate
morphine is your friend
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October 25, 2023
songanddancegirl 