when the god particle went missing
it’s Halloween and i walk between crusty dogshit
gremlins +a giant Pikachu who?
childclient: therapist why doesn’t Pikachu have privates?
therapist: he doesn’t? well use your imagination! You know
like with Barbie+Ken
childclient: my father had privates +hurt me with them
it’s Halloween +as I sit in a hipsterjoint haunted by hipster
ghosts ie., Schopenhauer Rimbaud Søren+Sartre I keep seeing
creatures in my peripheral small+goblin swearing under rankbreath
fuck u humans for the most part u have no imagination no numinous
no more burningbushes unless we count forestfires even burningman
washed out by floods this year biblical plagues without the afterrainbow
Noah kidnapped Gods genocided along with Jews Tutsis Armenians
+Indigenous peoples everywhere the 2 Johns with bullets in heads etc..
childclient: my father didn’t have “problems” he knew what he was doing
therapist: you’re right he didn’t have problems he hurt you because he
wanted to selfishbastard pig or was he raped at 7?
way up on the mountaintop a dying God said to Abe to priests to nuns et al.
hey you killed me enough sons ! you got some sick motherfuckers down there
y’all better run
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Fall 2023
songanddancegirl 