songanddancegirl

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Archive for the day “March 31, 2024”

NOT SO MELLOW YELLOW

my bros want more cheerful poems  + have suggested daffs

the latin word for daffodils is: narcissus  but there is no latin

equivalent for:  kiss my ass  or  gay kucken offen yom  

 

it’s not that i’m angry at them   i understand   these poems can burn

rust off a car  but what about food  for the human soulhole?  all verdigris

+mold   from a general lack of  free   (+freedom is  not   just another word)

 

the smart existentialists say: always act through the fantasy of freedom

lest we be nothing more than passive playthings of an indifferent universe

+ capricious gods   

 

these poems are  wordy

freedomfighters

+that ain’t always  pretty 🌻

i have been acting out the  existential rebellion  since 3   no  seriously

always attempting to remove clammyfingers  from my arm  ie., back

away from the curly haired girl  or i will bite the hand that feeds  jails me

 

and i still will  though now with teeth   not quite as securely fastened

Narcissus  (also the son of a greek river god)  was a celebrated beauty

arrogant+selflove   dripping

i have known a few of these  all dying inside   i would rather chase  free

than my  withering physiognomy   beauty the ravaged whore   a lifetime

of  devouring me

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..i am dying on the outside  all cellmutation+dribble.. inching closer to 

the  GREAT WIDE OPEN.. as the inside explodes with   grit  colour    +

ecstatic confessions of the highest order..

 

SPRING 2024       ..let my people go..

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