songanddancegirl

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Archive for the day “July 4, 2024”

mirror mirror

every morning i gaze into a round magnifying mirror

i gave to my mother  months before she died   she’d hide

the mirror daily   fearing her staff would steal her soul

 

along with the mirror  cutlery  +clothes

the detritus of a life  given away at the

side of the road

 

 

we’d search for that mirror each remaining day  and find it

reflecting our hands   holding each other’s fingers  tight

forever entwined     our fingers knew first

 

of the coming  severing

searching for each other

with growing desperation

 

 

knowing our days were numbered  she said

it’s coming  be strong   i walked her to the edge

the brink staring back   gnashing  gnarly  black

 

now we meet in the mirror  many times a day

vain my middle name !  she watches me age  and

suffer  the current apocalypse

 

 

she whispers  apes  you can get used to anything  

you’ll learn how to bare the flagellate  the thorns 

now poking into son-in-law’s skull

 

 

things so dark  i sometimes forget  which side of

the mirror  i am on   her eyes shine brightest now

to light my path  thru these wretched days

 

 

then the mirror

spits me out

mothered

 

 

and i can carry

it all  for at least

another day

 

or two

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Summer 2024  ..home stretch..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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