up up and away🚀
arriving at the Princess Margaret Cancer Hospital is like
arriving at the airport cabs buses luggage cops directing traffic
a sea of suffering
but HOPE floats it puts a spring in their step some getting
ready for LIFT OFF the great BEAM UP the Maker waiting
with: burncream+gravol +new bladders
others are on the great conveyor belt out of the mouths of the
True Beam Varian God Machines into the LIFE they pray beg
+crawl towards
Day 1: You have a rare brain tumour Sir
Day 115: We have never seen a chordoma recur
with 39 visits to the Varian Monster You are free to go Sir!
Go? Go! Go where? what will we do every day at 3:30? will we miss
our radiation community? Jill Grace Steve and the crusted over nurse?
but then after the GONG of the drum reverberate done
the 10,000 things await the reasons why the crowds assemble here in the
first place for one more once for trees jazz smashburgers pie but WHY?
the little old lady stumbles to her Varian bent broken? she still wants MORE
of living in the midst of mutating cells wells of grief extravagant births bloody
LOUD i’m here motherfuckers now get those filthy forceps off of me
yesterday i heard a small child crying in his Varian it sounded like strangehope
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..my mother (actually) believed in God..
Summer 2024 ..14 more..🚀🚀..go Scotty go💖💖
songanddancegirl 