The Scarlett C
it’s not shame really it’s more like having your
number called and all of a sudden it’s public
Cancer has entered the building
all stigmata + Ash Wednesday mark of Zorro on my
forehead slipped thru a crevace into the shitabyss
but it’s not all fecal and i think to myself
WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD!
in new ways in ways i never did
when i was too busy worrying about
EVERYSINGLEFUCKINGPLAGUE
known + unknown when i was a warrior
of WHAT IF? and WHY ME? (why not me?!)
oh the sadness of victimhood
fuck all that the gurus are right
what you RESIST PERSISTS
and finally i fully accept the universal
shitshow of being a humanwoman hooked
into the fucking space/time/continuum for now
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FALL 2024 ..for Cam..🦄 🦄 🦄
(as soon as i stopped fighting it all…i won back my steelydignity)
songanddancegirl 