songanddancegirl

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tales o’ the crypt

i’ve heard tell the crypt is a private+stonecoldsilent place

earthy-embrace  with mouldering   but I’ve never imagined

my peeps alone   ever

they are buried side by each  with trinkets placed in coffins

one wears a brother’s scarf  it was cold on the  feld  that day

a wicked storm kicked up  emblem of our old mother’s rage     (i’m what?!)

Freida  who loved life  more than life itself   regularly ate 6 ice cream

bars  in the wee wee hours   of sleepless nights  whilst serenaded by

unknown men   a maven  a heroine   though a useless shrink said:

 

they will interfere with your lithium  (mother was NEVER on LITHIUM!)

said psychiatrist  also spat on my need to  pre-grieve mother   dead

within weeks  at 98   dont kill her off yet   said she   i marvel at such

colossal stupidity!

 

you don’t take a good picture  mother told her

i’m not paid for my looks   clearly!    and not for

much else    either

 

our crypt is a busy place   unfetid  unwormed   you see  our parents+a bro

are  NOT  there   just some dancing bones  +ash  along with the hearts of

our child-selves   who mourn most pitifully    with wailing

post-bardo now   cutting the rug  at our starry ole homestead   where

the  rest of us will  oneday   land   father has  Muddy Waters  at the ready

Ella+the Duke too  +dog Satchmo  whose GIANT tail  thumps out  West End Blues

every great i have ever read  has pointed me in the direction of   NO DEATH

merely transmutation  why it’s bloody uroboric!

no mud  no lotus

no death  no rebirth

your spark inextinguishable    *(see the 1st law of thermodynamics)

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FALL 2024 ..there’s no place like home..

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