songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

ecstatic confessions

I’M DONE WITH CANCER:

just when u all were threatening to stop  reading me

i agree   it’s been a time of    metastatic-confession

and  it’s over                   for now

 

you may miss it  +beg me to return with my radioactive

wordplay  my surgeons have both run away    one to

Greece+the Peloponnese    the other to the Mayo

 

where they took my great grandmother Molly   at 33

5 kids  +dead before the youngest turned 3   Uncle Louie

the sweetest bookie in the family

 

so i’m done with cancer  you just wait and see   come back

dear readers  + i will regale u with endless stories of sunshine

daffodils  +pigs      be careful what u ask for

 

pure Carlton card hell  +u thought cancer was maudlin!  but

you’ll stick around   ’cause everyone wants their hope on a

platter   with the fucking thanksgiving roast-pig

 

 

this may come as a shock  but hope thrives   i mean THRIVES

in the bowels of my local cancer hospital  where the emaciated

feast on  Miss Vickies  smile at bald children  +hope they’re still

 

here  in a year?

hey  how ’bout in 3?

 

PLEASE GIMME  5     my big bro’s   BIG ASK

He was given 2

and ran with them

all the way to Mexico   where he bought pinátas

for the children of strangers

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(I have always depended on the kindness of strangers..

Miss Blanche Dubois .. Streetcar Named Desire)

 

FALL 2024  ..Happy 5784 ..The Year of the Doorkeeper..+signs showing the way..✡️

 

 

 

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