songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

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Virginia Woolf in her essay  On Illness  said: ..illness is the great confessional

a childish outspokenness..truths blurted out which the cautious respectability 

of health  conceals  

 

she was right  i spoke in tongues of pain  to anyone who would listen

the man who washed the filthyfloor  the woman who brought the tray

of  rubberchickens+greaseymash

 

hey anyone in there?   you look alive   but you are not  nervesfrayed

too many scalpels to speak of   do they really use scalpels on virginskin?

one doctor shouted:  has she signed the releases?!  

he knew i’d sue his doctorass  if he killed my husband  or worse  maimed

him   whose Viking splendour all heldentenor  he should probably have been

an opera singer   not a hockeydangler   part-time wrangler   friend to buffalo

illness has had its way with my repartee  people run away when i enter a room

or act so weird  i start blithering about disemboweled cats    hey reader  

you still there??

 

Virginia knew a thing or two of illness  she walked into the river Ouse with

stones in her pockets  all Ophelia +streaming hair   dead at 59  her husband

Leonard at home with a pickled brisket  waiting for his brilliant bride

 

and waiting

and waiting

    not

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Fall 2024  ..human beings do not go hand in hand the whole stretch of the way..

..there is a virgin forest.. tangled.. pathless.. here we go alone.. (Virginia Woolf 1926)

 

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