songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

the afterlife?

what comes after cancer?  is there a cancer afterlife?

one could ask  The Boss  whose wife often spends

3 months at a time in bedsores  with multiple myeloma💣

 

or ask   Chuck Prophet  who has recently risen from

metastatic invasion  +ensuing enslavement  to chemo

and radiation     unprophesied+shock

 

as old Epictetus proclaimed 2000 yrs ago  don’t seek

for all to happen as you wish it would   rather wish

that all happens as it will   then your life will flow well

 

face it  there is no grand plan  no universal design  it’s

chaos in the trenches  and we are all subject to the same

forces  despite all the shit they feed us  re heaven+hell

 

btw  (..hell is other people.. J.P. Sartre)

 

good+bad things happen to good+bad people  why me?

why NOT you!  being free  really fucking no holds barred

free  means accepting  that you have   zero control

 

that your animal body will grow old +die  that your luminous

spark  your spiritus mundi  will lead you to the otherside  where

the light at the end of the tunnel lives

 

how much better would human life be  if they taught you+me

to believe that   impermanence  is not the enemy  grasping and

clutching at the mast of an ever sinking ship  is

 

(..the bad news is nothing lasts forever..  

..the good news is nothing lasts forever.. H.I. Atkins)

 

real freedom is diving in   courage is allowing terror   peace is

revelling in your abandon  said Tom Petty  who at 66  sat on his

couch  dreaming of retiring

 

with wife+grandkids  in an Airstream   💥massiveinfarction💥   

from 67 substances used to dull the pain of various excruciating

animal-ailments    so REVEL!    for chrissakes   REVEL!

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Winter 2024  ..this little light o’ mine  i’m gonna let it shine..🔥

 

 

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