the truth is out there

i have likely been reading too much wisdom literature
and it is seriously messing with my approach to Nirvana
which is clearly not simply a blissful ludded-out state
where chubbycherubs with tiny penises massage your ego
into submission Nirvana it turns out is knowing your true
nature +transforming into yourself over a lifetime
though you have been told who you are or should be by every
tom dick +hairy bastard you meet the world will ask you who
you are +if you don’t know the world will tell you (C.G. Jung)

Nirvana is also coming to know the world as it really is ie., not
the delusional: happiness certainty +immortality (but only if you’re good)
version of life modern humans are taught to expect on demand
why not shift the focus then to some of our modern day sages+holy fools
you can’t always get what you want everything is broken i dont believe
in Beatles and let us not forget if you miss it you miss it!
the truth might be out there but something has been eating away at me
since my big bros cancer odyssey a sharp pain in me side appendix +knifelike
it’s probably the truth which has clearly NOT set me free
freedom shmeedom what sets you free is rising above the truths which
really are not truths at all in the happilyeverafter shit show we find ourselves
in fer chrissakes! freedom should taste of reality
just ask a slave
a camp survivor
your dying 98yr old mother
on her liberation day the bravest
day in all her life (i told you dummies i was gonna die!)
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Winter 2025 ..welcome to the new+improved nirvana..

