apes of wrath
it’s a place where everyone says i hope you never return
i hope you never see me again instead of namaste
there is no peace in these rooms
i heard screams+crying in the night a demented childwoman
shuffled in terrycloth robes ratty fragrant with fecal we heard
her cry again when we visited the replacement surgeon
ours having fled to Greece where the bones of Seneca moulder
You will not die because you are sick but because you are alive
i lost my thrill in those rooms dating back to 17
at mother’s vivisection byebye joie de vivre did i ever have a shred?
hmmmm brief moments in Cali when i still believed in the BIG SUR
of Miller Kerouac Liz Smart by Nepenthe i sat down and wept
..she was like a beautiful dinner left out overnight..she was sumptuous
but the guests were gone.. James Salter Light Years 1975
fools live their lives backwards and of a Sunday morning google
an old whore who bilked your dazzling father who raged like a bull
of his youth +his last semblance of saintly
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Winter 2025 ..why u so smart Seneca the Younger?…🏛🏛
songanddancegirl 