songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

MR. MARTY IS IN THE HOUSE

the axe in the chest was pulled out around the end of year 2

the gash now  dried blood  salt  impish memories of impish grin

he does the bugaloo in my bedroom daily  his fave dance circa 1968

 

BAPTISMS OF FIRE

did u know that the rusty blackbird has already

lost about 90 % of its numbers  +there are a billion

fewer blackpoll warblers than there were in the seventies??

 

there has also been a sharp decline in the brother population

a world without songbirds is a world without brothers  and i

know too that all of u are growing weary of this poet’s madness

 

grief the stuff of tragedy  all greek to me  a baptism of silence if

i ever heard one  hey does anyone out there have a voicemail of

his voice?  please send it to me asap  the silence is deafening

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Fall 2018  ..5 weeks today..a protracted grief they say..

 

 

SAW YOU STRETCHED OUT

in this room marty atkins bravely battled

the behemoth   cancerinterruptus   people

came and went  but he stayed  couldn’t walk

or talk  or pray   so i did for you  and now regularly

howl my grief at the moon

 

some say:  just don’t focus on these memories

yet certain ones remain etched into the grey matter

brain now reeling with footage of those days  but in the

moments before fully awake  we laugh  and plan my trip

to buttfuck

 

your little one horse town in Mexico  where you found peace

and bought a donkey   i’ll come in february on an ice floe  +

follow the path of the monarchs over Lake Ontario

 

so wait for me  and make me the salmon risotto bro

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..energy can neither be created nor destroyed ..

it can only change forms..

(2nd law of Thermodynamics)

 

some people say he’s with you  just in a different form

but i don’t care much for this pleasantry  i don’t want a

monarch for a brother  i want a football player

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Fall 2018  ..RIP BIG BRO..

 

 

 

 

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