songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

a mapless life in a mapless universe

i read yesterday  in the new york times (so it must be true)

that the body is both  a tomb

and a portal to transcendence

 

to nirvana

to the gods

to your waiting  mother  father  brother  poodle

 

and that to die as fully as you have lived  a conversation must begin

with Mrs. Death   +your ebbing life   reconciling the differences

between  the life you have  +the life you longed for

 

As Mrs. Death laughs
As the elevators break
As political landscapes dissolve
As the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree
As the oily fish spit out their oily prey
As the sun is masked

Dinosauria We   Charles Bukowski  1992

look no further than your passions as a child:

animals

books

nature

dancing

acting

oceans

wizards

style

saving lives

your unconscious your guide  to a mapless human life  in a mapless universe

but first you must learn  how to read the signs   the images    the dreams

+synchronicities    placed on your path quite intentionally

 

propelling you forward to become yourself   what daimon was sent to egg

you on?  with a mind of its own  it propelled you to a passion  for catching birds!

perfect pastime    for one so devoted to alone

did the daimon of ape choose her birdparents?   mummybird+daddybird

both summoned by their flocks in the end   hawks bluejays house wrens

birds of happiness   birds of prey   the birds of Purdon Drive

apes flock for 35 years  kids with  brokenwingsbonestrust  fleshflayed

bathed in scalding water   whips+chains   dad kept wire under the bed  

he tied mom up too   the judge lifted an eyebrow

 

therapist should i send this child  home?

how the hell should i know

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Spring  2025   ..King Solomon always knew what to do.. 1Kings 3:16 28

 

 

 

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