eyes wide shut
did you read about the Extremely Large Telescope in the news today?
(it’s really called that!) sits on a Chilean mountain top capable of gathering
100 million times more light than the human eye took 15 yrs to build cost
2 billion bucks Expensive Avoidance Mechanism for humans too terrified
to look inside
recently i did just that first stop a forest of chia seeds an old bro + i took
the Chia Challenge he blew up like the Pillsbury doughboy while i like the
Goodyear blimp we nearly died from knife like stabs to the spastic colon
both spastic from an early age he more so

but i must describe the smells wafting:
old brisket
rotting King Crab
brainstem putrifacto
afterbirth
foreskin (don’t ask)
then quite close to the heart the soul’s longings:
freedom
peace
a pink Fiat 500 (feel free to send me one from Amazon)
mother
father (hey your dead reside inside! duh)
Big Bro Martino
your fave dead poet who crooks a finger Come here girl ..

he is covered in caked-blood + leeches suicided at 29
i’ll give you cosmic orgasm! (perhaps TMI?) i think you can see
genteel reader why most DO NOT look inward EVER therapy likely
the devil’s work therapist the devil’s concubine

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Winter 2026 ..it’s been a lonnnnng winter..

