lord of the flies

with the spirits of the boy poets flitting around me
stanford
radiguet
renard
atkins (oh they were poetic alright!)
commes des garçon i muse on the unspoiled land
that was my former life that strange country of
childhood.. like a dragonfly on a dog chain..
(Frank Stanford 1976)
a group of unwashed boys blubbery slackjaw
+unsmart 1 rotund sweetmeat told a cousin
he named his dog after me

another sat on the hill across from our house
everysingleday waiting for me to emerge +
somehow guide him away from the cement
truck that would squash him one day

gnarly outpost of Jewish quarter circa 1957
holocaust skeletons found row-house shelter
their screams echo under suburban moon
most nights unstill

you this tiny speck of consciousness controlled
by the vast unconscious of parents+ancient history
the rednecked rabbi with 12 kids a couple blocks
from your street so tell me what remains of your
own infinitesimal?
__
..it is generally customary to avoid grieving
on Jewish holidays..as they are times of joy..
(this idiocy on the website of my parent’s
gravesite !! unlock the gates dumbkopfs
grieving is a sign of the sacred love for one’s
ancestors..i will grieve wheneverthefuck
i please..)

Spring 2026 ..let my people go..

simpler times
The Manor Ghetto
circa 1972

