Spence Spence
he had designs on my elevenyearold body
Mr. Spence perv+lurchlike greasy greasy hair
no Elvis just plain ugly
he’s dead now had me on his lap at his big brass desk
i was blossom+pre-skank as the initiated know 11 yr. old girls
reek of pheromones
he stopped short of full-blown virginsacrifice he’d
met my father who resembled a linebacker i suppose
Spence Spence preyed more fully on the unprotected dejected
the ones who would later be my child clients in the
temenos of pain it was also in that year i saved a
brother’s life as he hung from a tree by his hoodie
had Spence touched me i’d have shived him with the
very same knife i used to cut my brother out of a tree
shrieking like a girl banshee
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..it was she who seduced me..
(Humbert Humbert Lolita 1955)
Last Day of 2021 ..goodfuckingriddance..