carry that weight
lucinda william’s lantern jaw seems to have resolved itself
she southern gothic me jewish gothic +other similarities
who doesn’t wish they’d gone on the road like lucinda?
..happy shall be he that taketh and dasheth thy little ones
against the stones.. (Psalm 137:9)
leave the gothic homestead of love and hide you in a cellar
from the nazis redemption i recently read that: not only are
you haunted by your own ghosts but by those of your ancestors
chains jangling bonyghost fingers pointing at your 3rd eye
..the result is to produce ghost-like secrets in the family
unspoken but indicated by so-called cryptic behaviour
by non-verbal para-speech and sometimes by being
incorporated materially into household objects..
(Mariá Török psychoanalyst Budapest 1944)
ie., the zaida’s rocker the bubba’s chicken pluckers mother’s
paris gowns..
jewish gothic makes Ebenezer’s posse pale by comparison bloodrites
schmaltz ovens etc., (we even have the pedophilic driver of the getaway
car in Canada’s biggest bank heist!) ABRUCH
but here’s the secretsauce people according to my gnomic +jewish
meditation guru you DON’T have to carry that weight like Faulkner
who lucinda’s father considered an asshole meditation teaches:
ditch the past it itches like headlice scratch but don’t allow
boreholes into your soul a good bottle of chlorhex shampoo should
kill the girls in bubba’s brothel
the road to hell is paved with
madaunts mistresses of the fathers
+the renowned beauty of our women
RUN
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Spring 2023 ..treading the dead world under like rats on a wheel..Cormac McCarthy
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