broken
everything is broken
both zippers on pants broken now sliding down my legs
then key chain broken keys flung under car then lost keys
momentarily in LCBO right eye twitching as i glare at bulk
barn lady who tells me i am 2 days late for 5 buck coupon
fugue state continues as i drive to billy bishop always wanted to
show up at airport + jump on a plane next flight leaves for florida
in 10 minutes hasta la vista bitches!
i once had a quasi-boyfriend who would end evenings by driving
to Pearson International +dare me to runaway with him the drive
back to the city was bleaker than bleak all the things that might have
been fading fast he ended up down+out in Keswick Ontario
i really don’t know if he is still alive he who answered the phone: Happy
Happy! Merry Merry! +bought barrels of the best olive oil money could buy
had it flown in from Sicily weekly one of my brothers really got under his skin
I can melt him he’d say
__
Fall 2018
..that brother would grind your ego to dust..and feed it to your mother..
..or something along these lines..