and we gotta get ourselves back to the garden bud
lately i have been buying up masks apocalypseporn
shopping for the forlorn covidsexual i don’t so much
mind being masked at least the socially acceptable smile
is cancelled they cannot see (thankfully) what u really feel
and it is not beatific think of all the uncensored fuckyous!
(smile!! they said in the midst of my recent cancer tour)
*don’t worry i took their numbers
it seems to me this is the dream u cannot wake up from
no matter how hard u pluck at your eyes the now has become
one of those dreams: a lion a nazi a gun
and a guy who says: you have a choice either shoot yourself or i shoot u boohoo
ok! WILL YOURSELF AWAKE timetravel back to your
real life rife with fights +vicissitudes shit blowing in from
the dark recesses of a cousin’s closet clobbbbbbbers u history gone virrrrrrrral
maybe the best we can do is wakeup to: what we were
i.e., old alive+dying all at once i cannot go on i must
go on she does not move
*(to paraphrase beckett) hey at least i’m giving him credit!
stuck here
in the mud
of a deep fugue
as i do battle with the invisible sun king ☀️ avert your eyes
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these are on sale ..39 cents a dozen..
there is no vaccine for extraversion..
Spring 2020
songanddancegirl 