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Archive for the day “July 16, 2026”

The Übermother

her first sunrise at 93  and  final sunrise at 98   in the same bed

the latter  as she lay dead  amidst the great separatio of  body+spirit

the first a miracle  of shock+awe  Apes i thought it was a spaceship!

now flying high over  Old Montreal 

urban gutters

pervs of St.Urbain

backroom selling of prettygirls

 

i would have done anything to get out of there

 

she so beautiful  they would point on the bus  her mother kept her

in a wheelchair  though she could walk  +dance +strut   crippled

her up   but good

what could a poor girl be in 1943?

secretary

shopgirl

clerk

maid

model

dancehaller

starlet

prostitute

wife

mother

her crutches fell away  at 98

Queen of the Overworld

flying solo  +bodyjettison

my heavenly doppelgänger

but let us step back 50 yrs   as i lay in my de-flowered virgin’s bed

marriage upon me  the next day  in diaphanous ecru silk  from Milli’s

i have never been married in white  marriage #3  in aubergine  14 yrs later

avec  Thierry Mugler  glass slippers

1976  Hoodoo-Mother-Queen enters my room   i hate him  says she

(referring to Überfather)   +turns on her heel   girl-weeping ensues

teen marriage lasts a mere 24 months  though we linger 4yrs longer

the carcass of Huck  bobbing in the creek nearby

where at 10  just 9 yrs prior  there resided  frogs   a seppukued gopher

ducks  boy criminals  the ghost of a long dead grandfather  along with

Claude  the runt of a poodle litter  buried in tinfoil  on a freezing morning

the marriage/mirage   not at all what i expected

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Summer 2026  ..who u calling a confessional poet?

..these poems are not about me..

they’re about you..

 

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