songanddancegirl

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The Übermother

her first sunrise at 93  and  final sunrise at 98   in the same bed

the latter  as she lay dead  amidst the great separatio of  body+spirit

the first a miracle  of shock+awe  Apes i thought it was a spaceship!

now flying high over  Old Montreal 

urban gutters

pervs of St.Urbain

backroom selling of prettygirls

 

i would have done anything to get out of there

 

she so beautiful  they would point on the bus  her mother kept her

in a wheelchair  though she could walk  +dance +strut   crippled

her up   but good

what could a poor girl be in 1943?

secretary

shopgirl

clerk

maid

model

dancehaller

starlet

prostitute

wife

mother

her crutches fell away  at 98

Queen of the Overworld

flying solo  +bodyjettison

my heavenly doppelgänger

but let us step back 50 yrs   as i lay in my de-flowered virgin’s bed

marriage upon me  the next day  in diaphanous ecru silk  from Milli’s

i have never been married in white  marriage #3  in aubergine  14 yrs later

avec  Thierry Mugler  glass slippers

1976  Hoodoo-Mother-Queen enters my room   i hate him  says she

(referring to Überfather)   +turns on her heel   girl-weeping ensues

teen marriage lasts a mere 24 months  though we linger 4yrs longer

the carcass of Huck  bobbing in the creek nearby

where at 10  just 9 yrs prior  there resided  frogs   a seppukued gopher

ducks  boy criminals  the ghost of a long dead grandfather  along with

Claude  the runt of a poodle litter  buried in tinfoil  on a freezing morning

the marriage/mirage   not at all what i expected

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Summer 2026  ..who u calling a confessional poet?

..these poems are not about me..

they’re about you..

 

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