do cows get cancer?
she’s starting to come out of it
8 mths of cocoon
around wound
i lost a son
i’ve come undone
i’m glad my parents aren’t alive to see this
they worshipped him and so on
would she be better off back in said cocoon?
selfishly yes
i wouldn’t have to field hardballs like:
i should have been there
it was so fast
should have
would have
didn’t tell u
suffer this until last grasp at straws that
slipped through fingers even as you knew
this to be criminal? increasing panic as his
last days were numbered
or why not just blame it on him !
he insisted you didn’t know
or shove it where the sun don’t shine along
with your other crimes quarters from her purse
+informing her of the zigzag scar on her chest
after telling your dad: I’m going to write a book
where everyone gets cancer even the cows he
being a man of the land who loved cows said:
i don’t think it will sell
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Summer 2019 .. wouldashoulda ..
*alexander solzhenitsyn beat me to it dad
with The Cancer Ward sold zillions of copies
and was released from the gulag
free like marty+lee
songanddancegirl 