don’t know what u got til it’s gone
losing a sibling an amputation
losing a parent a natural disaster
losing yourself a slow trickle then tidal
at 45 a man gave me a gun
shoot yourself
or i shoot u
no way out work mortgage the odd opera
treadmill vaginawasteland +phoenixenvy
at 65 a tent proffered by lone lumberjack
ie., grizzlypegger husband # 3 teaching me
survival skills which i sorely need
these days of scorched covid earth +mother’s
death watch but is she really dying or just
living the dream? row row fucking row
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Summer of …inferno…putrifactio…+ascension?
songanddancegirl 