songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

love is a dog from hell stolen from charles bukowski

Ryan O’Neal has died  stirring up memories of  Love Story

+never having to say you’re sorry  though you constantly

do   ad nauseam   (ok already  im fucking sorry!)

 

my 14 yr. old bestie and i went to the film  with boyfriends

in tow  hers a pothead named Stu  mine a future heroin addict

named Larry   (+yes pot is a gateway drug)

 

i tried to cry  i really did   i mean it was kind of sad  but real life

a lot sadder already   Joni bawled  i faked it  (!)  precursor to fake

orgasms     ah ah ahhhhhhhhhh    splat💥

 

ie., let’s get this over with bub so i can watch paint dry

 

the french call orgasm  la petite mort  are we not creatures toward death?

so i suppose watching films about gorgeous cancered women  prepares

you for cancer in your gorgeous mother  her 2 besties   etc.  etc.

 

and  the little death  prepares you for  le grande mort   the one where

it all fades to black   except you don’t come back    oh the dimming

of consciousness     oh the dying of the light

 

i would rather be anything  but a conscious manimal   subject to the

vicissitudes   to the torture of the opposites   lovehate  lifedeath   and

i certainly wasn’t made for these times  the kitsch abyss  of Taylor Swift

Person of The Fuckingyear  Queen of Woke Jokers  everywhere   not chosen:

peace activists  Vivian Silver  RIP   butchered in her home by Hamas   nor

Narges Mohammadi    winner of the Nobel Peace Prize

 

now in a prison  in Iran  regularly lashed  +god knows what other indignities

it is a well known fact   in Iran  women are regularly subjected to  *bodycavity

searches  on the street   by the not so secret police

(*see Reading Lolita in Tehran  Azar Nafisi  2003)

 

this while Tay Tay fakes orgasms  with Trav   her current fake  boytoy   +

the woke haters at *Harvard  bare their fangs at Jewish students  who want

to be free of  genocidal bullying  as they walk to class   imagine that!

(*8 U.S. presidents have graduated from Harvard  bastion of wealth+power)

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Winter 2023       ..SHAME..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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