..and tommy doesn’t know what day it is..
my meditation guru always talks about arriving here
in the body in the moment in this present world NOT
head-up-ass autopilot +robot
as a therapist to tortured children i must ask u Jeff Guru:
don’t defences + dissociation serve an important purpose
for humans pushed beyond the limits of trauma+suffering?
for the child to leave his invaded body during the invasion
is a good thing no? clearly difficulty arises when after wiring
this coping mechanism into the brain
u don’t feel much anymore if at all
EVER AGAIN
zombies walk the earth so Jeff Guru u do not contain the
multitudes now do u? for the less life trampled coming into
the lush moments of life more fully is transcendent
the sights smells sounds of my ancient mother’s covid wasting are not
say YES to your inner zombie
being more present means being in trauma being in beauty being in
the horror for the transcendent few
fully alive
ears pricked
heart open
wonder+gratitude are the path out *if the Minotaur doesn’t get u first
but oh the temptation of a shocking pink pair of shoes the 10,000
things pulling u back to fight flight freeze the high trapeze of life
in the bigs
where all u really have to do is breathe +chew gum at the same time
u can do it clothed apes yes u can!
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Fall 2022 ..pandemic ? what pandemic ?