DO YOU
DO YOU HELP BULLIES TOO ?
He had cribhead until 10 black eyes crooked grin
relentlessly pursued by cool kids dehumanized with regularity
He so wanted to be one of them & go to their California parties
He always knew he was smarter than they were
Used abused discarded hair grew on flat part of head by 10
Began to feel human fight back go psycho if hands laid on him
Always a monster here a moloch there
Mouldy sandwiches feces smeared on door handles
LET ME OUT OF HERE I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL
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Mother Mother bulge-eyed fat, dress unbuttoned barefoot in the pharmacy
Allen Ginsberg Kaddish Paris 1958
Spring 2013