the dog days are over?
happiness
camus says sisyphus was happy! pushing that giant rock
hell is other people and their theories on happiness but
you can trust me as i have been studying the concept for
6+ decades
happiness
is the biggest fraud since change became all the rage
ephemeral at best and change? you know it doesn’t exist
take ultima thule our newest 700 billion dollar object d’ space
(has anyone in the space race even heard of cancer research?)
this oblong icy hunk has remained unchanged for 4.5 billion yrs.
and people don’t change you heard it here they dig in and
become more of what they are C.G. Jung believed this to be
a wondrous thing individuation becoming yourself
were it so simple we would all be our authentic selves whodreams
upthisshit? now back to happiness a cake in the oven a warm gun
you asked for it now you can suckonmaudlin but know that if happiness
is your goal you will chase an itchy tail
the putrefacto of the alchemists is where it’s at those deep cauldrons of
pleasurepain those cycles of birthdeath think regeneration think rainbows
why my ventricles are growing poppies! a fuckingmiracle after recent death
watch astride a treasured brother’s grave happiness is fraud
resurrection free
and if you believe that i have some land in florida you can buy for a song a song!
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Happy 2019
songanddancegirl 
Well no one said it (change/resurrection) was simple. “The struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man’s heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
No??