songanddancegirl

"It's about words, and words are all I have…"

SWEET

SWEET CONFUSION UNDER THE MOONLIGHT  WITH GEESE

The fountain is empty of water  but full of dense debris

Yellow dandelions dot the lawn  Even the reflecting pond

is muddied   My face distorted +flotsam    2 Canada geese

shriek like Joplin as they land in jetsam  inches deep

 

I have knelt here on+off for 8 years   Never geese  never garden

debauchery   Today I came to contemplate  never   actually

As she  lays dying in a western city  it occurs to me  that though

you may think the 1st cut is the deepest   It is not

 

1st death a shock  yes    But in ensuing years the real meaning of

never  sinks in  until you are quite certain that:  forever  +never

have the same root meaning  +it is:  gaping hole    So that the next

time around you will feel instantly the chill of hell freezing  over

trapping forever  romantic notions of pearly gates  and an after-party

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The reason you will not say it, is, when you say it, even to yourself,

 you will know it is true  

 

How often have I lain beneath rain on a strange roof  thinking of home

 

(William Faulkner  As I Lay Dying)

 

 

Spring 2016

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2 thoughts on “SWEET

  1. Allan Cameron on said:

    So this is great. I thought you couldn’t rite?

  2. Martin Atkins on said:

    Death is final! Summer is here. Live and choose life🌹

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